I wish I was the camera's memory

just now, i wanna move my pictures from my camera's memory to my lovely computer.
but do you know whats happening next? when i'm opening the camera's memory. there's no photos at all. what the hell. I have tried many times but still, the photos doesn't exist. grr, i really wanna eat this memory, because in it, there're many family gathering photos that were taken yesterday night. and also in it, there're photos of him.

when i wanna throw away this fcking memory, suddenly tears fall from my eyes. err, I remember of him. yes actually i wanna throw away that fcking memory just because there are his photos inside. A boy that always hurt my heart.

but i really wanna say thankyou to this fcking memory :')
it has deleted 'his photos', maybe with this way, i can forget about him, forget about his smile, his laugh :'(

maybe you are my first love, but that doesn't mean you're my true love and my last love.

now, I wish I was that camera's memory. which can remove (forget) someone from memory very easy.

so sorry for my bad englishh(?)

xoxo,
@Larissayuanita :)